Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

  Decision making was always some things that I procrastinate and fear to confront myself by a decision to do thing or change myself  It was in rare occasion that I made a decidion proactively and in the most of the time I did the decision in the last minute and also because I was obligated to make it  Also there is many times in my life where I procrastinate décision until someone else do it for me perhaps a business partner or my wife or my parents  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to considere decision making as some thing difficult and be postponed all the time  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take my self responsibility to take decision in time  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have fear to take decision quickly here and now I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let others make decision for me  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ...

  At this stage of my life when I do an investigation of my relationship I realise that I was all the time alone and do all to live in isolation  I was thinking that there is no one that can understand me . I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to isolate myself from other I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I do not need anyone  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think when I am alone I can have a peace of mind I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel superior to other  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that no one can understand me  I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prefer be alone then communicate with other  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel arrogant with people  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I will not learn from other ...

  Building relationship with people , communicating , contacting , calling people are the most challenged task that I did not feel confortable to do in my life and that cause me a lot of problems and miss great opportunities in business  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not ask people for anything and fear the deception of asking  I forgive myself to have accepted and allowed myself to fear ask my parents in my childhood for money or some thing I want and I tink some time days to ask for money and I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shame to do it  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear asking all the girls in my schooling process for dating and each time I appreciate a girl I had a tremendous fear to ask for dating  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shame and unworthy to ask my partner for what I want  I forgive myself that I have accepted and a...

  Today when I was listening to the last speech of Trump in the Washington DC after more than 3 months of HOPE to see him again for more 4 years , I had the most important self honesty moment with MYSELF ! I was hoping all those 4 years and especially in those last months that Trump will make the world great again for me and all the people in this life and I was giving up my responsibility to change myself and stand up to change this world without waiting for a savior/Messiah !  I was thinking/believing / pretending that I am my only savior and I am not waiting anyone to do it in myself but I never be aware that was me as/ equal and be my mind ! It was not myself but myself identifying equally with my mind , it was my Consciouss mind system that was enslaving me as all the time in my life . I was not self honest with myself ..I was hoping, waiting see, and not standing up to change myself and the world system for THE BEST OF ALL . NOW I am aware if I do not it and self support...

  I remember in a phase in my life when I loose my self expression and self honesty and begin to hide and have a secrets mind about what I am doing.  This was beginning when I become fall in love with a women , that was first time I feel "love" or attachment at this moment I begin to loose my self honesty and begin to hide especially from my parents and think that I am making them feel deception about me.  I thought having some one in my life and have responsibility toward her is a betrayed to my parents because I did not give back them all the great thing they did for me.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty toward my parent because I decide te get married before to be ready financially  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stop being self honest with myself because I wanted to make my partner satisfied  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to steal and hide to give for my parte...

  When I think about my relationship to money in the future those are the emotions that I feel : uncertain, fear, insecurity, have a feeling that I will not have enough , worry , not sure that I can have the same flow of money in the future  I realise this is a energy inside game , even there is some money in account to live tot a period of time but the emotions inside are all the time activating  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel uncertain and not sure about my financial Future  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel unsecure about my financial situation in the future. I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry all the time about my money in the future  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel all the time fear to end up without money to live  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have enough confidence and trust in myself to gen...

  Change is the most challenging thing in my life , change myself and challenge my relationship to things people around me is the most secret zone for me until this moment in my life . Some time t think that I know how to change bit the physical reality prouve that this is not the case because if it is the came , now I will be the person that I always want to be and I will create myself as I intent and this is not the case because when I am slef honest with myslef and I look and investigate my life I found so much thing basic that I never could change such : 1. Wake up early  2. Planning my daily activities  3. Making calls everyday  4. Change laziness by productivity and daily achievement  Those are just some exemple in my real life that make the subject of change complicated for me and also there is some thing that I do not comprehend about change or missing or not yet understand  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that once...

  I am here in this life, what are my ressources here as an individuel ? Body  Mind  Space Time  What is my relationship to those 4 ressources here that are all free and here and disponible ! Today I will investigate my relationship to Time ! Unit of time are the ressources where my being as body here move to act and accomplish things  Now I will consider that my time is limited in this life , yes LIMITED it begin with my birth and it end with my death. And I do not even know how much time I have. This is some thing dangerous that I never consider seriously in my life .I was all the time acting as if I have an illimited time here !  I was all the time preoccupied in this life with things that make me feel good and be lazy as I am here doing something for other my master without knowing what I am doing and how is this master ?  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live here like that I have an illimited time  I fogive myself ...

  Marriage is become the main legal Institut in every culture and religion to have kids and babies , and become the legal relationship to have kids and sex. Why we need marriage and need institutionalized our relationship by the government or religion authority to give human being the permission to have sex and have kids in the name of "God" ?  Is it that we do not trust ourself anymore and trust the other humain being so that we need all the time write the contract or piece of paper to make things "legal"  Legal mean here to follow the rules in the system , mean loose our self expression and become automated in the system and institution of marriage. Anything else outside marriage make human being feel guilty, not worthy, sins even the open minded people who pretend freedom and they do not give a shit to all those laws they are just suppressing their fears and guilt by doing the opposite in a case of polarity to create friction There is so much fear to critic and f...

  2020 was a crazy year and the beginning of some thing that humanity never known before ! This is the year when we see in plain view how the people can be brainwashed easily in less than 6 months to kill their freedom and common sense . All the lockdown procedures and all limitation of our human right activate inside me some major fears that I know it is time to confront them all, so here I will write my top 20 Fears about this Plandemic  Fear 1 : I fear that the vaccin become mandatory to have access to social life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the vaccin become mandatory and I have need a passport vaccin to have access to public place, to mall, to have right to travel  I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up to do something to stop all this and juste be content to stay, watch and wait  I fogive myself that I have accepted a d allowed myself to let my mind control me and react to images/w...

  During my life I was brainwashed that my emotions/feeling such love/compassion/generosity/sadness/ madness .....that make us humain and the robot and artificial robot/machine can never be human because they will never have emotions / feeling  I adopt this philosophy as a belief that I experience and attached so in my life I had the main goals and dreams that is feeling good and great all the time because that was a signe I am connected to myself supposing myslef is a source of good/positive energy !  And in this journey I did not know and be aware that I was just a slave submitted to a encrypted and complexed layer of pre programming and brain washing that make me a slave for my mind consciousness system. In my process in the Destini lite and my study of Destini material I begin to wake up and decrypted the system inside me slowly but surely  I become for the first time in my existence perhaps or from a long long time of eons to be aware that my feeling/emotions ar...

  When I investigate my life and ask questions what I was doing here for more than 38 years ?!  Perhaps the main answers pup up in my mind is I was WAITING and WASTING time !  I did not take life seriously except in the rare occasion and I never stand up seriously for some thing in this life ! I was following my feeling and happiness all this life and living in lost  I get JOB, I get Married , I have 2 kids, I get A Business ! But never I asked myself WHY ?  IT WAS ALL THE TIME LOOKING FOR MY SELF INTEREST AND FEELING ! THIS IS THE TRUTH !  Now what is my true purpose ? Why I am here in this life ?  I am a slave of the system by my own participation and Now I am here to reborn again from the physical BODY  for the best of all and be a model and guide other to do the same in the main goal to make a system that is BEST FOR ALL ! this is possible Only by EDUCATION ! By creating a new 1% that care for the BEST OF ALL !  I fogive myself that I hav...

  When and as I become aware in the process of Lite DIP and learn more in the eqafe material , I begin to be aware that I am not living in this physical world , all what I do As a Consciouss Mind System is to experience my mind by feeling/emotions/backchat/ inner discussion ..form my birth until this moment I was just a slave of my mind looking for friction by polarity by avoiding the negative energy and searching at any price the positive energy.   This ugly truth make me feel regret and fucked all my life by the system.  This realisation of avoiding life in the physical world and escaping in the illusion of my mind was boosted in the last 14 years of my life by the introduction of mobile and then social networks in my life . My consciousness and my mind find now the best tool as mobile and social network to make me emprisonned more and more in my mind and avoid the true life in the physical world . I become a slave of my thoughts / fantasizes/dreams / inners images...

  Today in the mall when my partner was doing some shopping as gift for our friend , she come to ask for some money in my credit card ! Then once she asked for the amount of money she need ..the total amount in the card was not enough to buy what we need to buy . At this moment a tsunami of negatives emotions and energy begin to activated inside me and in my body .and I begin to feel anger and hate toward myself and even toward my partner toward me. And at this moment I begin to activate in my mind a lot of memory of all my past situation when I was living without and lack of money .  And a internal voice begin to communicate in my head te tell me : you see you are always a looser when I deal with money ..all this time you did not anything  to resolve this problem ..you are just a miserable looser and a poor man without any responsability toward yourself and toward people who care for you . YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE this is your nature and the human nature can not ever never ...

  When I think about government I think automatically to control , tyranny and injustice  During my experience in this physical world I could shift my thinking from government that are taking care of people as father take care of his kinds. To government are just a system to control people and use people and slave people for a minority of elite .  In my personal daily life I do every thing do avoid contact or confrontation with any thing related to government and all its agency in country , if there is some thing I have to do that related to government ai avoid it at any price for exemple travel over the world because I have to deal with government administration for VISA.  have a legal status in entreprise or tax I avoid it at any price because I have to deal with bureaucracy  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to amplify the authority of government inside my mind I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior to ...

    Today I will write my mind about all the demons inner conflict and deeds about my relationship. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up and build true lasting relationship without secret mind and cheating  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look always and all the time to excitation seduction and energy in the new and fast relationship  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live two life relationship one in the revealed world to one partner and other in the secret life to many partners looking for sex and joy without engagement  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to commit inside me toward one and only lasting relationship Is forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to develop an addiction to chat and pictures and having many virtual relationship in the virtual world  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear...

  Today I will write about my fears in the life about selling and calling people to provide service or sell product  I grow up and develloped  a caractere of fearing of people and selling and asking for money..inside me there is all the time a small boulle of energy in my estomac about the act of contacting calling and selling and asking money from others. i forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to have idea and image that others see in my mind openly and see that I want their money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have that others is rejecting and critiquing me and laughing at me because all what I want is his money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and realised that to not realise that my fears and doubt about selling are all inner conflict and thoughts memory and images that was put in my mind and in my flesh about avoiding and resisting selling..because selling is the main important skill to make money in the...

  Today I will write about the most complicated subject in my life with money ..that is SEX and my addiction to sex and porno. When I check my life I find that my addiction to sex and porno was from my first day in life as boy ..I remember when I was a biybof 7 to 10 years old.  And how I take time to masturbating this was my first experience with sex and also in the advanced years how I do everything in the night to see porno movie and masturbate. At this stage I do not have any idea why I did it or what was the subject of doing it..the only thing was that give my some pleasure et instant gratification ....in the beginning I was feeling guilty to do it but after it become some thing in my life  Also a part masturbation and also seeing porno movie and video all those time until age of 26 years . I did not have any sexual experience because I was afraid and have fear of the punishment of God in the religion to have sex outside the marriage ..this was also my main cause tha...

  Today I will write about my relationship with money and how money become my purpose of life and the Surviving tool in my life ..all my life is controled  by making and taking money and internal all my thoughts feeling and emotion et internal conversation are all the time about money ..I become in the time a slave of money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior to money and my survive depend on money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stressful and worry about my future of money I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make money a element to love or hate or even control my relationship I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consider money the god that will resolve all my problem in life and more I have money ..more I will get control  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mulyslef to not realise see and understand that my willing to get more m...

  Today is the second day of the new year 2021. And that is matching with my recognition and realisation and understanding of the power of words as sound and then energy that create our experience in life so in this writing ii will write about my experience with words and what's words that was controlling my life and my year of 2020 and then I will choose what words I will live in this year 2021  So the first thing is about my programming about words.. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that words are just using to communicate and are juste tools  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise)understand and see that words are the primary unit of my consciousness and programming in life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel easy by using word and do not realise and understand the power of words in my life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated...