Day 4 : Me Surviving By Money

 



Today I will write about my relationship with money and how money become my purpose of life and the Surviving tool in my life ..all my life is controled  by making and taking money and internal all my thoughts feeling and emotion et internal conversation are all the time about money ..I become in the time a slave of money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior to money and my survive depend on money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stressful and worry about my future of money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make money a element to love or hate or even control my relationship

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consider money the god that will resolve all my problem in life and more I have money ..more I will get control 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mulyslef to not realise see and understand that my willing to get more money is a willing to get control and survivr in this world 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a slave of money and make all m decision depend to money and for money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I want more and more money and see my value and success in getting money 

I forgive myself to have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior and shame to all people who have more money than I do especially those I know we'll

I forgive myslef to have accepted and allowed myself to feel hate and jalouse to all my friend that have more money then me 

I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel not confortable in the communities with people who have more money then me 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior and less to people that have money more than me 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consider money as a unit to mesure who person is important and powerfull .

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take money as my God in this life 

I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to be bad all my life to understand and make a money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have negative inner experience in all my life about money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted Dans plowed myself to feel lack, less, inferior , stress, frustration and confusuin about money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my self to never see money jus as a tools and have power self over mine and create it as one and equal to me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that money is te most important thing and all waht I also is related to money in life 



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