Day 12 : Emotion Is Not What Make Me Human

 


During my life I was brainwashed that my emotions/feeling such love/compassion/generosity/sadness/ madness .....that make us humain and the robot and artificial robot/machine can never be human because they will never have emotions / feeling 

I adopt this philosophy as a belief that I experience and attached so in my life I had the main goals and dreams that is feeling good and great all the time because that was a signe I am connected to myself supposing myslef is a source of good/positive energy ! 

And in this journey I did not know and be aware that I was just a slave submitted to a encrypted and complexed layer of pre programming and brain washing that make me a slave for my mind consciousness system.

In my process in the Destini lite and my study of Destini material I begin to wake up and decrypted the system inside me slowly but surely 

I become for the first time in my existence perhaps or from a long long time of eons to be aware that my feeling/emotions are just a proof that I am a system/robot/ pre programmed machine a slave for consciousness and for the first time I begin to open up myself to ask the questions :

Where is my thoughts /feeling come from ?
How it was build my mind consciousness systeme " conscious /subconscious / unconscious mind" 
How this physicality is becoming in the existence ?
How to liberate myself from the illusion of consciousness and reborn in this world physical as a life equality ?
Why I forget who I am ? Why I forget and I find it difficult to remember my life memories ?
How I become just copy of my parent in the first 7 years  ?
How I can change truly and really in this life and stand up for oneness and equality ?
What is oneness and equality ?
And much more questions that begin to open up in my existence now 

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe/think that my emotions/feeling that make me a human 

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become equal and one as a consciousness mind system 

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a slave of my thoughts/feeling /emotions in my life 

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be just a copy of my parents who are also a copy of my grand parents and I never question how that is working and becoming a duplicate 

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be just a father that create a system in this word without any knowledge or responsability to educate and support children to perfect the human race 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a slave of the authority of feeling as love/peace/joy/contentement and I did not see/understand/realise that is just another polarity such emotions to create friction and energy from my body to maintain the existence of consciousness in equality and separation

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my feeling good as a indicator that I am doing well in this life without questioning even the origin and source of my feeling and emotions 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as a system participating and allowing more equality and separation in this physical world 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my body a guaranteed gift without doing effort to support it for life 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my actions in the physical world depend exclusively all the time on my feeling /emotions and mood, if it feel good I do it if not I will not do it and I did not see/realise and understand that is the best way to make myslef a fanatic slave forever 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that the mind is superior to my body and that mind create body and I did not see/understand and realise that my body who is superior to mind and who gives life and right to exist for mind 

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I never had the self honesty and courage and time to investigate my feeling/emotions and thoughts and be aware of what is really happening inside my, inside my mind and inside my body 

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in reaction mode to what I see/receieve and hear in the outside world and never use this reactions to understand myself and support myself to change really myself 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in my consciousenss mind system reality in the consciousenss and avoid to live truly in this physical world here and now one et equal as/with my body

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow my feeling to act and take decision in the physical world 

I commit myself to investigate and study myself as feeling /emotions and thought 

I commit myself to challenge myself to question everything inside me ou outside 

I commit myself to be aware of what is happening inside me and to be self honest and take my responsability of my emotional reaction  
 
I commit myself to investigate all the emotions that I suppress inside me and that make me looking searching for the positive energy , I will not hide or avoided anymore to confront and be self honest with myself about what I feel and any energetic mouvement inside me 

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