Day 19 : How Trump Help Me To Give Up HOPE !


 

Today when I was listening to the last speech of Trump in the Washington DC after more than 3 months of HOPE to see him again for more 4 years , I had the most important self honesty moment with MYSELF !


I was hoping all those 4 years and especially in those last months that Trump will make the world great again for me and all the people in this life and I was giving up my responsibility to change myself and stand up to change this world without waiting for a savior/Messiah ! 


I was thinking/believing / pretending that I am my only savior and I am not waiting anyone to do it in myself but I never be aware that was me as/ equal and be my mind ! It was not myself but myself identifying equally with my mind , it was my Consciouss mind system that was enslaving me as all the time in my life . I was not self honest with myself ..I was hoping, waiting see, and not standing up to change myself and the world system for THE BEST OF ALL .


NOW I am aware if I do not it and self support and stand up myself and share the message and show the process for other to support themselve and be a model ,there will be nothing that will change and all what can happen is the world system will become worse and worse and worse , a world that is based and controled by self interest where the only God is MONEY !


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/feel Trump will do it for the humanity and stand alone to change the system 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait and avoid to assume my responsability to change myself and the world for the best of all 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be aware that my hopping/thinking/believing/waiting was another pre programmed system inside my mind 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think Inequal/inferior to change myself and prouve that I can change the world system 

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be self honest with myself and assume my full responsability to change myself really in the physical world 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be manipulated, brainwashed by media, others.


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel Inferior to elite that make thing happen and take them as model 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use hope as a way to wait and not assuming responsibility for myself 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I think/feel/believe that others are strong them me 


I commit myself to follow the Destini process to prouve for myself that I can change truly and really in this physical world 


I commit myself to be a model of change and guide other that are ready to follow the path for true change do the same thing 


I commit myself to support my kids to support them self and be a model in this world and let them take this message before I leave this life to garante that the message continue until to create a system that is best for all.

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