Day 15 : Why I can not Stop wasting my Time ?

 


I am here in this life, what are my ressources here as an individuel ?

Body 

Mind 

Space

Time 


What is my relationship to those 4 ressources here that are all free and here and disponible !

Today I will investigate my relationship to Time !

Unit of time are the ressources where my being as body here move to act and accomplish things 

Now I will consider that my time is limited in this life , yes LIMITED it begin with my birth and it end with my death. And I do not even know how much time I have. This is some thing dangerous that I never consider seriously in my life .I was all the time acting as if I have an illimited time here ! 

I was all the time preoccupied in this life with things that make me feel good and be lazy as I am here doing something for other my master without knowing what I am doing and how is this master ? 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live here like that I have an illimited time 


I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be wise and spend my time with purpose here 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/understand and realise that my time is LIMITED here in this life and once the day is consumed it is over forever


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel lazy all the day to manage my activity and invest my time wisely here 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not valuate the units of time that I have each day to consume here in this life 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my self to spend my time like that I have an unlimited supply of it 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to considere that time is money the truth is time is life and money as it is now in the system  is a tools of slavery 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that not planning my day and invest my daily time in productive activities that make life best for all


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to not be aware how I spend my time and my day 


I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself lost during the day in a unproductive activities that consume my time and body and energy without any benefits for me or others 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to considere this time is mine as an individuel but the truth is that that time is for all as one .


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take my time . My day, my life seriously 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never give time a value inestimable as the thing more precious 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do see/understand/realise that time is life and time is measured by my breaths in this life .breath by breath 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse my life by let myself  abusing my time  without being aware that time is life ..and when I waste time not valuate it then I am abusing life itself 


I commit myself to invest my time breath by breath wisely to make life best for all 

I commit myself to plan my day as a first step to valuate my time 

I commit myself that use breathing as a tool to guide myself when and as I find myslef lost and waste my day in unproductive actions and activities during the day

I commit myself to be aware in some moment during the day and ask myself the question : what I am doing , take a deep breath then answer the question with self honesty and taking my full responsability in the moment 






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