Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

  Monday 1 August 2022 ! I get the information that my wife is pregnant! This is was a moment of fear for me because I felt I am not yet ready  This phase of my life is the most challenging one from 3 to 4 years ago !  Now I am feeling there is some responsibilities I fear to handle it. 1. The financial situation that get worse in the time 2. Have a new baby coming in the next 8 months and Fearing to have him here and all the responsibilities that goes with health education 3. Do not yet find a right storehouse for my wife things  4. Obligation to receive my kids for 15 days here without being ready yet. 5. Continue payment and spending money  6. House that is not big to have a baby and recieve family and friends  7. Lack of confidence to have new client and create more money. How I can handle all those responsibilities ? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stressful and powerless and fearfully about my current situation about f...

 Today I received a message from my ex wife asking for money for the kids for aid celebration and also for monthly fees! For the first time I have now a shortage of money in my bank account. I feel nor able to answer my responsability in time  Those are the thoughts that I begin to have : * I am always a irresponsible father  * They will hate me  * I am not a good modele for my kids  * that is hapenning all the time with me  * remembrance of the day we did not have any money and create a conflict to go to nador. * I am a failure  * fuck me.all those years I did not succeed to resolve this problems for my life * I am an irresponsible man  * I am not doing all what I can do. * I fear be without and I am without * why I can not rise up from this fucking mess Those are my feeling about that : * I feel fear about that continue like this  * I feel worthless  * I feel less and inferior  * I feel deep sorrow  * I feel not able * I feel...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue feel inferior to money I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel confused and stressful when I can not see enough results by my actions  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not can trust my ability to dot he work and generate the results  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be high emotional polarized by money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear and unstable each time there is no continue income in my bank account I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I will arrive at a point where there will be not enough money at all in my business  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to giving up for myself about creating money I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up negotiation and selling at the first place when the pro...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to all the successful people I know. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy all those years and see all those people making money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want work hard and build something big  I forgive myself that I have accepted a d allowed myself to make stupid and difficult decisions each time it is about money I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to destroy my self esteem by myself in my life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy disconnected from physical reality to build a real business. I forigve myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear talking to people take action. I forigvd myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see myself as a true leader and a team builder for competent people  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed...

 When I realize my business development in those last 10 years..I see clearly that my business was a source of fear and desire in some time..that means all those years I did not success to rise up from the level of mediocrity and all the time I was experiencing fear each time things goes wrong and slow and experience désir and motivation each time thing goes well and begin to make some money ..but never ever there was a resolve to act in physical reality consistently beyond my mind to do what I have to do no matter what I feel about it. Now it is time to create this resolve that is the balance between all my fears and all my motivation about business and money  In this article I will list all my fears and motivation that I have towards business and money to create this resolve about business to begin ACT and have high performance daily and be all what I can be or do each day  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not generate money from this bus...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel terror about my financial situation  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel lost powerless to create more money those days. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue to doubt my decision about AD technotutor. I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about my defense in the next days  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed to feel broken those last months  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anger and hate for those fucking successful people. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel less and less about my capacity to make money. I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have enough power and strength to face those fucking moment of need. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like a shit without any willingness to st...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my cash money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my ability to make money consistently  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my ability to assume my financial responsibilities  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my courage to stand up for myself  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my ability to fight and beat the SUN daily all the time I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to fear losing the personality that I inherited from my parent  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the person I used to be in entire my life as a failure and fearful man I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my genetic makeup as a strong courageous and prosperous man  I forgive ...

  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience laziness moment by moment and in the same time feel quilty about it  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend time in series movie social médias as a deep addiction to energy  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that it is overwhelmed to do the thing without results  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to giving up working hard in my life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I can work less and get more  I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to spend a lot of time to look and search for the shortcut to get results without working and discipline  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be eaten and possessed by laziness  I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to hate laziness and be a lazy person in the same tim...

  Today my wife received a call from one of our client asking for some change in thier membership offer and my wife report to me that one of the reason is they are feeling lack of energy in our teaching and then I feel a reaction of fear and threated from other. I forgive myself that I have accepted a d allowed myself to not want giving up all my thoughts about what others people think about me I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand that all what I am thinking about me is wrong I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realise and understand that all what I am thinking about myself is not real  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look and search all the time of confirmation and validation of opinions and thoughts of others with me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realise and understand that my continue research of others confirmation is just...

  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel terror each time I see my bank account decrease or in red  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry all the time about money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue feeling lack of money all the time  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to keep the same in my feeling and emotion about money all those years  I forgive myself that I have accepted abd allowed myself to keep worrying about money all the time without taking any action or devalued each plan or action taking in the moment  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear spend money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel powerless to create money I need in the life. I commit myself to mesure and invest my time wisely and make it worth my effort  I commit myself to be aware of my inner experience about mon...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel it is hard to be disciplined  I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to think it is difficult to build a disciplined personality  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be programmed to be disciplined in my life  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to not succeed yet to disciplined myself to do the work daily  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to feel defeated before to continue to disciplined myself  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to feel overwhelmed each time I think I have to be disciplined during all my life without focusing just in daily or weekly tasks  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to be desorganised and ruined in my life. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be sure why I have to be disciplined  I forgive myse...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am less  I forgive myself that I havr accepted and allowed myself to be a nice guy I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shame and powerless to do something  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to prefer death and stop fighting to be a real man I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to not be a real.man for my woman I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to be guided and leaded by my wife  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to not have initiative and be a true leader in the marriage  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in confusion about relation  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be certain and sure about my decision in the couple  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to put our family in  a...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing clients by push closing in the moment one call I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that closing a client in one call or in 2 calls within 2 to 7 days is difficult and impossible  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to adopt all clients objections  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not know how to lead a collaborative communication with client. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not focus my mind during the call to close the client  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not ne 100% promoting the product during the call I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not know the right questions to ask clients to digg in thier hot button pain and their problems  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed each time it is time...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted abd allowed myself to repeat myself as mind personality in marriage again and again  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel victim in the relationship  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused in my relationship without knowing what to do to resolve and understand the situation  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in a blackout situation without finding what to say or what to do each time I confront a conflict with my parter  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not know how to stand up for myself and defend my point. I forgive myself hat I have accepted and allowed myself to not be satisfied with my personality in the relationhsip  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel confusion about my relationhsip  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to repeat myself in tho...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel lethargy to hitting or not my numbers I forgive myself that I have accepted accepted allowed myself to feel that is difficult to hit my weekly numbers I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be average and not taking massive actions  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to keep having a wishful thinking about hitting my numbers I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed and timid each time I attend Monday meeting when other shares their success  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to feel a very low self esteem and value inside myself about myself  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I can not get out of this lethargy  I.forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have enough commitment and why to to do what ever it take to hitting my numbers I forgive mys...

  Yesterday again with another prospect that promise to close the deal in those days ..send another message to postpone the decision to join in 2 or 3 months!  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to think fuck them all once I recieve the message  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect when I see the message that she will change her mind for the decision  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel range and anger once I recieve the message  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear all the time that prospect will change thier mind  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear following up because I am overwhelmed with memory when prospect change thier mind at last minute  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that  they are just stupide and asshole once they change thier mind  I forgive myself that I have accep...

  What is I put 4 hours in TT Business daily for t years day in and day out !? Is that can make me a billionaire ?! I do not think so but It will put me in the 1% top earners in this world !  Now let's see inside my mind what are all the excuses to put 4 hours daily in this business? I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I can not generate enough lead to work 4 hours daily in TT I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed that there will be always distraction so I can not put 4 hours daily  I forgive myself that I have accepted and llkwed myself 

  In last two days I become aware that I waste more than 4 hours weekly in entertainment by movie and 22 hours in facebook weekly and more than 8 hours weekly in youtube !  That mean more than 34 hours weekly in entertainment ! What are my excuse to waste and toss my time like that ? 1. I am working when I am in facebook 2. I am forming my skills and be informed in youtube  3. I need to reste and have a free time 4. I need to disconnect from my reality to a virtual reality  5. I ca not just work all the time and be serious all the time 6. I need to take break and feel that I am doing no thing  7. I can not support myself to be productive and work without internet connection  8. The big lie I need social media and youtube to work and be productive  9. It is hard to not entertain myself by others thing  10. I lack discipline to plan and work my plan  Those are the question I have to ask myself ?! 1. Why I need to entertain myself?! 2. What is t...

  In my last calls about TIR and TT I begin to see that I have big resistance about closing and ask people to take actions and decide..in the past It was the same but I never ever see it for myself clearly I did not see that I do all things to not close people and just wait wait wait. I have a big fear about the rejection and keep the hope  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not close In the moment without fear of losing  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to postpone the closing because I fear to receive a NO  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not close now because I want to keep the hope alive  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not close now because I am not certain and confident enough in my product  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not close now because I fear to co front people  I forgive myself that I have not accepted and...

  I am becoming a mess in this life  today when I wake up to take the same facking road to my wife job I felt un pain in my estomac as usual and I begin to think about the mess life I am living  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shamed and powerless about this fucking situation where I find myself not honest and doing and acting in a desorganised not planned life. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up and be strong enough and be sure and claire about what I should do as a man in this fucking relationship  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to feel more and more confusion  and frustration about my role as a man  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to think that I am now recycling the same problem inner chat feeling and experience about my role as a man and husband in relationhsip  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not wa...