Day 97 : TimeLooping Couple Challenge

 



I forgive myself that I have accepted abd allowed myself to repeat myself as mind personality in marriage again and again 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel victim in the relationship 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused in my relationship without knowing what to do to resolve and understand the situation 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in a blackout situation without finding what to say or what to do each time I confront a conflict with my parter 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not know how to stand up for myself and defend my point.


I forgive myself hat I have accepted and allowed myself to not be satisfied with my personality in the relationhsip 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel confusion about my relationhsip 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to repeat myself in those writing without making any improvement in opening up other points and challenge


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel always the guilty and the irresponsible one in this relationship 


I forgive myself that I have accepted accepted allowed myself to not have the power and steadiness to assume and take my full responsibility and do some thing about it.


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad front of my wife financial needs as a way of escaping my responsability to stand up and make something about it 


I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to feel anger each time my agenda is ruining because of the work and need of my wife 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to low my life standard all the time without challenging myself and look how I can do it beside of why not just avoid it.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not overcome my resistance and my limitation about be efficient to create revenu than to feel anger for the needs of my wife and ask secretly that she accepted things as there are.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take care of needs of my wife financially and emotionnaly with reason and intention 


I forgive myself that  have accepted and allowed myself to become soft and feminine as a man in my life 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to find it easy to blame secretly my wife for his needs and not stand up and take responsibility and think about what I can do to improve my income for real 


I commit myself to take each call as that my life depend on it and be honest and serious to get help other to make change and take decisio  


I commit myself to take care of my wife honestly and be aware of all my thoughts about this issue.

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