Day 103 : Fuck what They THINK about ME

 


Today my wife received a call from one of our client asking for some change in thier membership offer and my wife report to me that one of the reason is they are feeling lack of energy in our teaching and then I feel a reaction of fear and threated from other.


I forgive myself that I have accepted a d allowed myself to not want giving up all my thoughts about what others people think about me


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realize and understand that all what I am thinking about me is wrong


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realise and understand that all what I am thinking about myself is not real 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look and search all the time of confirmation and validation of opinions and thoughts of others with me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realise and understand that my continue research of others confirmation is just a slavery of myself to my mind consciousness system that is fucking me and sucking my life 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be listed in multiple personalities inside me 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give so much shit about the feeling of others about me 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to care so much about what people think and feel about me in the way that will help to get more money from them 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel myslef less and inferior to all people who are more rich or have more materials then me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear build up and construct my thought consciously in my discussion with other and just let my fucking mind system take direction of what I should tell or behave


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that if I choose and plan and construct my thought to communicate with other within inside intention .I am not honest.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience fear and lack the most of the time in my inner world 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to overthinking what people will say or think or feel about me each time I want to convince call or sell others 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel uncomfortable about contacting people to sell and what they are thinking about me as someone who just want their money 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be clear and honest with myself about that each time I am in business calling or selling I want to get money from them not for free or for nothing but as an exchange for some thing that will like want or need in thier life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to misguided myself all this time about my business and depress myself in shame and timidity because of lack of clarity about the business 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try hide and create confusion in each call by pretending I am not selling or convincing them but just have a call to help. 


I forgive myself that I have ot accepted and allowed myself to be clear that in business in each communication and call the main goal is to sell to get people Money for something they like or need or want.

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