Day 107 : Nothing Works For Me

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel terror about my financial situation 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel lost powerless to create more money those days.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue to doubt my decision about AD technotutor.


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about my defense in the next days 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed to feel broken those last months 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anger and hate for those fucking successful people.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel less and less about my capacity to make money.


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have enough power and strength to face those fucking moment of need.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like a shit without any willingness to stand up and DO some thing 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait an savoir or some one to call and make the sales for me


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue fear what other fucking people think about me


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not do what I have to do no matter I feel today 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear talk and call people because I feel bad about my situation.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel looser in this situation 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel such powerless that I feel defeated and looser 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give more attention to my feeling and emotion without being able to control them


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to feel do not want to anything because nothing worth for me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel failure because the ibrahim experience did not worked 


I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to feel less and worthless because I can  ot make enough money 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my feeling and emotion to direct my relation with my wife.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think things are becoming more and more worse for me financially 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not close one simple prospects 5 months ago..fuck me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am not enough to make calls close deals and make money 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue feel not worthy and lesser and inferior each time I make less money



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience this time looping failure each time I can  ot make money 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not know what is wrong with me. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dream think and imagine that I am the beast seller who do want ever it take. But without doing anything in physical reality 


I forgive myself that I have accepted a d allowed myself to be ship  in my day without any willingness to do something 


I commit myself to be accountable each moment for myself 


I commit myself to transcend this time looping feeling about money and stand up for myself 

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