Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

  I forigve myself that I have accepted abd aallowed myself to fear to lose my business and the continuity of membership  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to start maintaining the idea I can not maintain the income flow I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not close any more people in TIR products and PSD. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up and design my business again to win more and more  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be distracted by others things than selling and closing in my life  I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to project what other members think about the product when they see others membership quit or inactive  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have clarity about my way to manage this business  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be the leader and the in...

  What is the point to share with people?! Where is the limit of sharing ? Why we need to hide some thing inside ?! How to decide what to share or not ?!  Why I need to share ? How I can create harmony inside me about what I know and what I share ?! How I can train myself to share just little to let other want to begin the process. Is energy knowledge valide for creating change ?! I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear of sharing all what I know  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not direct myself to share just I need to share. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be emotional about my sharing  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still need show and share to feed my ego. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not understand that it is a privilege to share the truth with who are ready to know. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself ...

  Mast week i begib to mesure the munber of hour I spend in my phone and It was shocking that each week I spend more than 50 hours in the mobile only ~ about 7h and 30 minute each day~ Tha main application was facebook , youtube, nourplay , whatsapp, crome. The reality is that I al addicted to my screen..abd from those 7h30min I think I was productive only for 30 to 60 minutes ..that means I waste daily about 6h to 7h daily ..42h to 49h weekly. 1.5 to 2 days weekly...6 days to 8 days monthly ..72 days to 96 days yearly ~ 2month and 12 days to 3 months yearly ! 25% of my life ! What I can do with my 25% of my life ?  Build a new business  Triple my income Be more productif I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to waste more than 50 hours weekly in technology  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a slave robot for my mobile I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see understand and realize that my age...

  Yesterday and during those last days I was concerned about my relationship in couple and the different role for each one of us and I begin to question my role and the life style that we are living as a couple and how we live the masculine and feminine side for each one of us. And also my feeling about inferiority because I am not yet in the position to make enough money and have trust to support my wife to retire.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anger toward my wife because she push me unconsciously to be the one who is responsable to make enough money to feel secure  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not feel self trust to stand up and make enough money that I need with couple  I.forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I can not make alone all the .oney that we want in our family  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand up and lead in the couple...

  Today I meet a friend that was a business partner 4 years ago. And he is presenting me a new opportunity to do business in the trading market by network marketing and he show me the huge profit that we can make in the business. The first reaction I had about it was feeling overwhelmed by the 2 current business I am managing and I though I can not do it because I will not have time or I will be distracted or what my wife will think about it or this is not aligned with my purpose.  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I can not it with my 2 current business  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel overwhelmed about the current business and fail to produce the wanted results  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the business according people and imagined value inside  I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to fear to produce the same results of the last exper...

  I forigve myself that I have acceptef and allowed myself to be addicted to money  I forigve myself that I have acceped and allowed myself to fear not making enough money  I forigve myslef that I have accepted abd allowed myself to be distracted by making money  I forigve myself that i have accepted and quoted myself to not make difference between making money qnd creating money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stressful each time I do not make money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about the next income without creating a structure of creating a continius flow of money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value money beyond the word and business  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear building a real business and  a system to generate money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be stressful all the...

  Today when I was in the car, there is a homeless person who ask me for money and the First thought that come to my mind is he will use money in drug do not give it to him. And I took this thought that has nothing to do with reality of this person as a relief to do take responsibility or support him. And then I realize it is my mind that take the control by abusing life in the moment because I do not have any fucking context or idea about the life of person and I chose the easy way that was judge him according my thoughts impulse inside me. I was assuming in my mind without any real evidence in the physical world. I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a follower of my thoughts and impulse without direct myself for the best of all. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that he is an addicted to drug and take it as an excuses to not give him and support him. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the man...

  Today when I was listening to an audio about the new 1% ! I was wandering why I did not yet make the final decision about my true purpose and not let go all my doubt and hesitation. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear make a final decision to commit my day week and life to share and live my mission  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still think that I have more time to make this decision  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to still live in trivia  life day by day. I forgive myself that I have accepted accepted allowed myself to follow and let go because I do not believe I can assume the responsibility  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be unconsciously wasting time and do nothing or do inefficient actions I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear to take the decision  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed mys...

  Yesterday I had a call with my mother and I was surprised or assumed that she is like anger toward me because I did not call the last 5 days and also did not visit her for more than 3 months and at this moment I felt unstable emotionally and felt guilt and and fear of not being the kind of kid expected and I become aware that is the same émotions that I experienced toward all the time to the most important woman in my life. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilt if I did not behave as my mother want me to behave. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that I did not do for my mother I supposed and have to do for her  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to feel that I deciet my mother about what she was waiting from me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel a heavy weight of things that I must to give back to my mother for her sacrifices in life. I forgive myself that I have acc...

 Today and after one week of procedures abd waiting to process the wire bank transfert. I see that the transfeet is not yet done after the confirmation last friday, in the first time I choose to not share with her the situation inside me I know she will make me more pressure a.d and Remembering me that I do not all what ever it takes to do thing as quick as I want. Si I keep it for myself ..today morning I share with her the situation without doing any thing about it and let her to make a call without answering. That make me feel depressed and anger and under huge pressure. I forgive myself that I have accepted and lowed myself to still feeling confusion and frustration about this inactivity and waiting. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear confront people and do what I have to do. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be able to prove that I am the man in this fucking couple and assume my responsability  I forgive myself t...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do all the things by myself  and I do not have my own I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perc her as a women that she is always complaining about the lack of money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stressful to manage money I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  live disorder at house I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still compromise about my needs in this relationship and at home I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my needs at home  missed I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have to stress with her at work and accept disorder at home I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise because I am afraid to not be able to assume responsibility I forgive myself that I have accepted accepted allowed myaled to feel I am a slave w...