Day 75 : overwhelmed to refuse opportunities

 


Today I meet a friend that was a business partner 4 years ago. And he is presenting me a new opportunity to do business in the trading market by network marketing and he show me the huge profit that we can make in the business.


The first reaction I had about it was feeling overwhelmed by the 2 current business I am managing and I though I can not do it because I will not have time or I will be distracted or what my wife will think about it or this is not aligned with my purpose. 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I can not it with my 2 current business 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel overwhelmed about the current business and fail to produce the wanted results 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the business according people and imagined value inside 


I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to fear to produce the same results of the last experience 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel envy for the friends that already doing well in the business 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think what people will think about me once I will reveal myself in the MLM business 


I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to fear assume more reaponsability in my life and professional life 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shame about what my wife will think about it 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear to fail in this business and not get the results I want already 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to what I do and what I feel good about 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stubbornness about this opportunity 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have any courage and steadiness to accept more responsibilities 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear take myself to the unknown zone and out of comfort zone 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself enough that I can retire my wife from the work.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my decision about business and our couple in marriage 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be claire and certain about my life my decisions my my purpose 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take my responsibility to bring money in the couple proactively and efficiently no matter what.


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not accept the opportunity because I am not the pioneer and leader of the wave 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be spitfulness about the opportunity just because my friend were the first and they make money already in it.


I forigve myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare again myself to my friend in the business and cash 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still fear bad when I see other friend make more money than me


I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to feel pity and inferior for myself 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel overwhelmed each time I think about business without any structure or habits 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stressful to not make a decision  to structure my day and let me wife retire 


I forigve myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and feel I can not do it anymore.


I commit myself to study and look for the business and made a decision to handle it successfully 


I commit myself to structure my schedule daily according my priorities


I commit myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to learn be productive and efficient in my daily tasks.

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