Day 78 : Hide Or Share

 


What is the point to share with people?! Where is the limit of sharing ? Why we need to hide some thing inside ?! How to decide what to share or not ?! 

Why I need to share ? How I can create harmony inside me about what I know and what I share ?!


How I can train myself to share just little to let other want to begin the process.

Is energy knowledge valide for creating change ?!


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear of sharing all what I know 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not direct myself to share just I need to share.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be emotional about my sharing 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still need show and share to feed my ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not understand that it is a privilege to share the truth with who are ready to know.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to share for directing attracting and influencing others not for feeding my ego and desire 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear share the truth no matter why they think and get the money out of the equation


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear of what the reaction of people to be to what I share.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel now down 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the confrontation with my wife about what we are sharing 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel frustration about hiding and sharing just what needed to be shared


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am living in contradiction about the truth and the illusion 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think it is contradictory to work with energy and at the same time go beyond energy


I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to not succeed yet to play the role and not take thing personnaly 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still a slave of my thinking and my feeling


I commit myself to create peace and harmony inside me about the energy teaching and desteni process.


I commit myself to think about the beat of all and the best way to influence others each time I share some thing 


I commit myself to work my process for me and just help one to one those who are ready to create change 

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