Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

  Today I wake up with a intense emotion of deception and failure toward my business. When I begin to think about what I did achieve in those 3 last years ! I begin to feel stuck in the same results and same level of business that make me feel a deep deception and lost courage to look forward to achieve more.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel deception and failure once thing slow down  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up in my mind each time I see the stagnation of my results in those 3 year. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sadness and want to isolate each time there is a shortage in the income. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anger toward myself because I did not yet could transcend the current income. I.forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel lazy and inactive for the most of the time. I forgive myself that I have accep...

  In last week's and in my new business with a group of people over the world that we share the same vision of ending child poverty slavery and abuse in the world...and when I begin to integrate the group including some individual that I already know and learn in our community I begin to express and face the feeling of competition and self interest in place of collaboration and best of all. So I find that there is some resistant point inside me about competition that I must to face now. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear collaboration and encourage competition  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to drive my business by competition because the fear of lack  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear lose potentiel client for other even those others are close to me that I know well. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel threatened by each one I know or close to me that share...

  Today Russia is attacking Ukraine in a war that No-one will know how much lifes that will destroy in this world. And there is a broadcast idea that will be the WW3. this is the first war that make me feel deep fear inside myself and it is the first war that I am aware about at this stage..all past wars I was not mature and conscient enough to experience it.. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel extreme fear about this war. I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe blindly what I get from media about this world and let it to unstabilise my state. I forigve myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to project lack of food and not have enough money to survive in those days of war. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to project the lack of water and food because of this war. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this fear to possess me and stuck in inability to act. I forgive myself that I hav...

  Yesterday I was in a five star hotel to make a business presentation and then in this opulence place I experienced some inner experience related to competition ans lack that I still feel inside myself toward those people who are able to afford this opulence. I felt inferior to those people and I begin to activate the old memories about my environment of lack where I raised up. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself always to others financially when I see someone has more money than me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed in such opulence and luxury places  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am less than those people just because they can afford this luxury life and I can't  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to remember my financial family childhood each time I am front this opulence and luxury. I forgive myself that I have accepted an...

  Recently as I begin my process to use Technotutor in my life I begin to point a resistent point inside me as a waiting personality. I begin to see myself waiting to get results in the physical world as a way to stay in my mind.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that tho origin of wait is waiter the person who serve and standfromt the table to receive order. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel comfortable when I wait and I let the time be consumed without acting in the physical world  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be controlled by my mind who want to be superior to body. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait all the time without be aware that is my time-line I am consuming in the moment for nothing  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act according to the easy way as waiting in mind without any physical real ...

  This month, when I begin to see my financial projection for the next month for the current clients, I see that more and more the projection become less and less. And I become to feel fear about the lack of money  I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear of not having enough money in the coming months. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel frustration each time I spend money on me or my wife without planning  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel powerless and inferior each time I meet or think or see someone have more money then me especially if he is some one I know physically  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear spend money. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that my security is related to an amount of money in my vault or bank account. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that making money is ...