Day 65 : Competition + lack = My weaknesses

 

Yesterday I was in a five star hotel to make a business presentation and then in this opulence place I experienced some inner experience related to competition ans lack that I still feel inside myself toward those people who are able to afford this opulence. I felt inferior to those people and I begin to activate the old memories about my environment of lack where I raised up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself always to others financially when I see someone has more money than me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed in such opulence and luxury places 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am less than those people just because they can afford this luxury life and I can't 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to remember my financial family childhood each time I am front this opulence and luxury.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that I am rushing all.the time just of fear to not have enough money

I forgive myself that I have accepted a allowed myself to feel sadness each time I think that I am not yet in the financial situation I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel a low self esteem each time I compare myself financially to others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still have confusion about money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel think and imagine lack each time I trade with money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted accepted allowed myself to feel uncomfortable each time I communicate or deal with some one that I think he has more money than me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the authority and power of money be the only and unique authority and power that control my life and my thought and my feeling and emotions 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to act communicate move when I think about lack of money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lock my life and my mind in a jail of lack of money 

I forgive  myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel scared each time I see the slowness of my income in my bank account.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear about the lack of opportunities and leads in my acquitance cercles

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear lose my potentiel lead and prospects in différents business I do.

I forgive myself that  I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself to create and lead new opportunities that I need to create the income I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel less and inferior to people who had a financial success in their life 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilt to not get yet the financial goal I want

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to focus all my energy and preoccupation to the amount of money that I make without any consideration about how I live in this life 

I forgive myalef that I have accepted and allowed myself to not install structure and systems in my daily life with consistency to follow up my income

I commit myself to be aware during the day moment by moment about my resistance points toward money and my ability to make money and deal with people with big money 

I commit myself to work my TT daily about my financial goals and confronting my past about money 

I commit myself to support myself moment by moment to act in this physical world to make money with purpose 

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