Day 62 : Terror & Fear About Money

 


This month, when I begin to see my financial projection for the next month for the current clients, I see that more and more the projection become less and less. And I become to feel fear about the lack of money 


I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear of not having enough money in the coming months.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel frustration each time I spend money on me or my wife without planning 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel powerless and inferior each time I meet or think or see someone have more money then me especially if he is some one I know physically 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear spend money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that my security is related to an amount of money in my vault or bank account.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that making money is hard and slow for me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad about money without knowing why and not ask and investigate to know the real specific reason 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about my next income and my capacity to make enough money for me and my family 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that having money is a protection of me to assure security inside me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to eat myself day by day in my pursuit to make money 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel in a jail of mind each time I think/ remember and worry about money 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myalef to still have confusion about money.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still have confusion about what is money ?!


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still have confusion about how to make money and earned ?


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still have wishful thinking to make money and become someone very rich.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow money in my mind as hopes/desires/ promise land and heavan and be a slave of money in my mind that will determined what I think/feel decide and spend my time life here and who or not to related to in this lifetime 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that getting money is the solutions to all my problems in this life 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in a inside confusion/conflict about money.  Such to wanting it at any cost and also to pretend money is not everything 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not approach the subject of money in a practical way to earn it and send it and multiply it.


I commit myself to use technonotut to stabilize myself about money 


I commit myself to be aware of all my points of resistance and inferiority that I have about money and people with money and work the process of writing and purifying the word moment by moment 


I commit myself to study and work the process of soul money in the eqafe material in the next 3 months 


I commit myself to work all my resistance about money discussion in my couple with my wife and use our discussions as points of awareness inside me to locate those points of resistance and work them one by one.

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