Day 63 : Reveal Me As a waiting Personality

 

Recently as I begin my process to use Technotutor in my life I begin to point a resistent point inside me as a waiting personality.

I begin to see myself waiting to get results in the physical world as a way to stay in my mind. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that tho origin of wait is waiter the person who serve and standfromt the table to receive order.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel comfortable when I wait and I let the time be consumed without acting in the physical world 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let myself be controlled by my mind who want to be superior to body.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait all the time without be aware that is my time-line I am consuming in the moment for nothing 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act according to the easy way as waiting in mind without any physical real act 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to grow up as a waiter personality that prefer to wait in the every moment 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/understand and realize that waiting is a way to abuse myslef and abuse life in this world and in my physical body.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not just do it now in the physical moment without waiting In my mind 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use gathering information as an excuse to wait the right moment to act.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put my thoughts and idea into action in the moment by supporting my body and myself 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend a big part of my life in the waiting state


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not see/understand and realize that when I wait I abuse my life and I am becoming evil in the moment of waiting.

I commit myself to wake each time I become aware that I am waiting the right moment or someone else 


When and I see Myself to begin to think about waiting for something or someone I will realise that I an becoming evil in the moment and I commit myslef to take a deep breath , support myself and wake up in the moment and take a action in the moment by using my physical body 





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