Day 68 : stuck + deception = business failure

 

Today I wake up with a intense emotion of deception and failure toward my business. When I begin to think about what I did achieve in those 3 last years ! I begin to feel stuck in the same results and same level of business that make me feel a deep deception and lost courage to look forward to achieve more. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel deception and failure once thing slow down 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up in my mind each time I see the stagnation of my results in those 3 year.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sadness and want to isolate each time there is a shortage in the income.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anger toward myself because I did not yet could transcend the current income.

I.forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel lazy and inactive for the most of the time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to not take my weekly goals seriously and follow up daily.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stuck alone without act to recruit people to work with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate for 3 years to build a professional platform for selling and teaching 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear of lack once I invest all my saving

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think all the time about the lack of things I did not yet have or accomplish.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think why I can not yet do and achieve in the high level of top performers 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not feel control over my day my time and my business 

I forgive mysle that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue feel doubt about my ability to achieve those goals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel self pity for myself to not realise what I want 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to self judge myself each time I fail to achieve weekly monthly and yearly goals 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to do thing out the formal and not make tings in the law.

I.forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stressful about the time and what I can accomplish in those next 3 years.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel pression to accomplish more in the next 3 years 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my abilities to achieve my goals in the next 3 years 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still have confusion about what I need to do to make it happen.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel  overwhelmed about all failures that I lived in the last 19 years 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge what I did as less value and without value 

I forgive  myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself to all the deceptions and failures I lived in my life 

I.forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anxiety 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stuck without knowing what I have to do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to isolate myself without asking for support or help.

I commit myself to ask for help and support when I feel stuck.

I commit myself to follow up my plan daily and take actions on it.