Day 66 : Fuck You WAR !

 


Today Russia is attacking Ukraine in a war that No-one will know how much lifes that will destroy in this world. And there is a broadcast idea that will be the WW3. this is the first war that make me feel deep fear inside myself and it is the first war that I am aware about at this stage..all past wars I was not mature and conscient enough to experience it..


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel extreme fear about this war.


I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe blindly what I get from media about this world and let it to unstabilise my state.


I forigve myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to project lack of food and not have enough money to survive in those days of war.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to project the lack of water and food because of this war.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this fear to possess me and stuck in inability to act.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be trigged emotionally each time I see a news about this war in media 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that is the end as is this war here.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that will the 3 world war and everyone must go to work.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel unstable about the unknown future.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anxiety about all those informations that I get from média about this war.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel quilt that I did not yet have my own land as a refuge from the war.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilt to not build yet my own farm to get my own food and water abd energy no matter what happen in this world.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anxious about my good and water in the future 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to think that I am.moving slow to my goals 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I do not have enough time to change things in this world 


I commit myslef to speed up my commitment to change myself by self forgivess and writing each day.


I commit myself that I will do my best to influence and support others one by one by sharing PSD TIR and TT 

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