Day 89 : My Lost Parts In My Years of Works

 


Today when I was listening to an interviw in soul of money in the tunnel vision..I get the point that in the last 16 years in my engagement and my pursuit of money and dreams that I lost myself my groundedness and steadiness in this world and I become more and more a mind personality experiencing my mind.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my self honesty in the last 16 years and begin to have a secret mind


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my courage and develop fear inside myself 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my vigorous caractere for life 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my fight and belligerent caratere toward world system and people in life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my social caractere toward people and friends 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight for my future and my goals 


I.forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a soft man 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose courage and strength to go out and speak and convince people 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise who I am with other people 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not fight enough to make our life easy and wealthy 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not do all what it takes to 


I commit myself to invest my daily hours to make real money 



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