Day 81 : Loop Fear of Not Having Enough

 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I do not change and O come back all the time to the starting point 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to quit inside me and feel powerless to create the money the I need 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the worst case scenario where I do not have enough or no money to assume my basic financial responsibility 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to activate memory when I did not have money or not enough money in the last years each time I find difficulty to cash more and more money in my bank account.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to focus more the time in money saving and what I have than in growing money and what I do to create money.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed and shame each time I go out and sell and know that I do not have enough money I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to think everyone is already knowing that I fucked up and I am just acting 


I forigve myslef that I have acceoted and allowed myself to not understand and see and realize that everyone need what we do.


I forgive mysemf that I have acceptef abd allowed myself to wait that prospectiin selling and following with people will be easy and smoithly each time I take action 


I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see understand and realize that people react to emotion and to do that I must ask the right question and share stories that will activate emotion to people to make decision 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel deception demotivation each time I do not get a positif response about my interaction with prospects 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed and failure each time people will not respond as I imagine and as I want.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and understand understand realize that I have to be powerfull and stable and determined to convince people of their need of what we do.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that I give up easily and do not fight until the last moment 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take time to master the hard and right question to ask to let people think and act


I forgive mysled that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel in want and need all the time the money.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not know or can how I can support myself to go beyond those memory and emotions about my current financial situation.


I commit myself to work consistent and 10x for getting the results 


I commit myself to support myself by breathing and self forgiveness and writing and TT each day 




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stressful once I see the slow down of income to my bank account.



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