Day 56 : I AM Energy !

 


I forigve myself that I have acceptef and allowed myself to think that I am energy.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to experience energy as a source of illussion in this world.


I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to think there is nothing beyond energy and that this existence is made by energy.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that energy is minned from the substance and physical body mainly by creating conflit/friction and experiencing positivity/neutrality/negativity.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my body/substance  as equal as one and experience "my life" as mind/consciousness and energy 


I forgive myslef that I have accepted abd allowed myself to not see/realise and understand that I am becoming as mind consciousness system to eslave me in this world by creating/geting more and more energy.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realise and understand that the mind is not real , it is just illusion and that the mind existence is related to physical body.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that consciousness is all what exist as life and not see/realise and understand that the consciousness is a complet manifestation of the mind consciousness system that is just a parasite that consume life and body to survive to exist infinitly.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a slave for my mind each moment i think/feel and experience positivity/neutrality and negativity.


I commit myself to stand up and support myself by writing self forgiveness and breathing to release myself from energy and become one and equal with my mind consciousness system.


I commit myslef to stand up and change myself by being a exemple of living real life in this world.

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