Day 57 : Fuck Success, Fuck Leadership

 


2 days ago, i see a share about an entrepreneur Patrick Pet David in a video in his youtube shannel about his 25 millions USD house in floride !  For the first time once I see the video I begib to be aware of what is hapenning inside me as a desire to be like them elite and hope to have that some day.


I forgive myslef that I have accepred and allowed myself to feel inferior qms negative towards money and people's with a lot of money 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to to feel hope that some day I can have this kind of houme in my life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel desire for this life style and in same time to feel incapable and impossible to have this kind of life style.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to dream all my life to pursuit this level of success in my mind as expérience as energy without any self responsability and self honesty to stand up and act in this physical world 


I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in separation with and toward success and money separation in a positive relationship of desir/hope and in a negative  relationship of inferiority and not able .


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that my programming and my mind is designed by my parents and environment in the first 6 years for fear and luck of money and instability emotionally and financially and in that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to desir and want money success at all price as a response to the negative energy accumulation in my mind without any awareness or vocabulary to make thing happen in this life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience a slavery of mind / émotions and memory toward making money and live in financial stability 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to envy all my life the people who have more and get and take more in this life.


I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myslef to think that I have some thing in my mind and knowledge without any self honesty about my position and my living life 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel uncomfortable inside myself about all the success money stories 


I commit myself to study and understand the mind consciousness system within and money system in this world without and stand up with myslef to free myself from the slavery of energy in my mind and money in world system.


I commit myslef to stand up and take responsability for myself and for the existence by making equal education  possible for me, my kids, my family, my community , my country and in the world.


I commit myself to live change daily by writing, self forgiveness and self direction principal 


I commit myself to study /understand the physical learning and how we can use it in the making real change in this world for the best of all 


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