Day 54 : Why I am Lazy ?

 


When I investigate the main problem I am living to make a real change in my life and came out of the lazy caractere ! This is include not willing to do the work ..what I know that I have to do to make some thing ! And still procrastinate in my mind to find a way to do it later ! 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I will do it later, I still have enough time.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel comfortable and accept the little I receive and not stand up for more 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see any benefits in the doing part while I can get what I need with enough work.


I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel uncertain about all the efforts and work I will do.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for garantie for all effort/time or energy I will put in a goal or project 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be all the time in defensive side without taking any effort to attack and beat life and all others things I want.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sleep hours and hours and prefer sleeping than to wake up to do something.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be all the time in the need of entertainment and relaxing myslef and my body by movies/music/social media/ 

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