Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

  When I think about my life and the life of everyone..I can see now that the only principal that is controlling us is our self interest ..there is no evidence that we can consider the best of all in our life. Everyone is thinking about him self no matter what his religions, gender , social status.  I was thinking that if I do not harm encore so I am doing bad thing to other and focus in my self interest ..I never thought about my responsability for all the enequality in this world. I was always throwing responsability to the elite and the leaders. And think they are a bad person because they are thinking only to thier self interest. But when I sit down to be self honest with myslef I see that I am also driving by my only self interest without thinking or caring about others. Now my challenge is to deprogramm myself from this cage of self interest and begin re program myself to live the principal of best of all  1. The Principle of What is Best for All Guiding myself in t...

  When I investigate the main problem I am living to make a real change in my life and came out of the lazy caractere ! This is include not willing to do the work ..what I know that I have to do to make some thing ! And still procrastinate in my mind to find a way to do it later !  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I will do it later, I still have enough time. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel comfortable and accept the little I receive and not stand up for more  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see any benefits in the doing part while I can get what I need with enough work. I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel uncertain about all the efforts and work I will do. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for garantie for all effort/time or energy I will put in a goal or project  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow...

  Today I was preparing my weekly Live in my Facebook group about " how to overcome the financial pressure" ! and then I begin to listed some attitude and ways of thinking to change that cause mainly the situation for everyone of us and this was one that I begin to investigate in myself " I deserve to get something for nothing"  In the beginning I though that I am not concerned about it and that I already work this point..but then I stopped myself to be honest with myself and ask myself if it is the case why I did not yet get the revenu that I want "about 30K USD per month" ! And then I become aware that all those 9 past years I was in the situation to try to work less to get this kind of income that mean I was trying to get 30k USD per month without putting enough work just by putting little bit work. That was a claire realization that thus kind of thing was printed in my mind without being aware about it because I was not honest enough with myself  Self...

  Why I am alive here in this earth ?! Did I choose to be here in this earth ? Today I am thinking why I am alive and why I am here in this earth ?! I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize/see and understand that I am not the one who choose to be here in this earth.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget all my existence and separate myself from me as me as one and equal with existence  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be here in earth with full ignorance without knowing or removing who I am.and why I accepted to be here  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am here to create to live for a purpose to contribute and experience this life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am alive here in this physical world and not see/realize and understand this is not life this is a mind/consciousness experience where I a...

  My research for a deep connection relationship with my partners was the main thing that I was looking a ready to do anything in my life to "catch" it...I ruin my life so many times because of the addiction to a deep connection with other especially during the sexual act. The consequence of this illusion need inside me are one divorce and so many many cheating in my relationship and a no trustful relationship in the current mariage from my partner.  I never ..ever question in my life this profond need for connection..and by ignorance by idolat my mind and energy and consciousness I was make myself a slave more and more of this illusionary connection.  Each time I look for this connection and I experience it little bit ..I begin to look for more and more and when I can not satisfy it in my Main relationship I begin to look outside my relationship. That was destroying my life and makr me experience energy without any practical participation in this physical world to growth...