Day 40 : Game Over : My Slavery To The Pursuit Of MONEY

 


In the last month, my relationship with money and make money begin to be unstable and a lot of fears/worries/memories about the negatives energy about money begin to activate! I begin to have a feeling of lack mainly because I see my saving is decreasing by investing in my new house and also the momentum of my business and income is slowing down! those two events make me feel as I am not able to generate more money and begin to worry about my confidence to make the money I want! and also I begin to see my bank account in the red and at the same time, the flow of income becomes slower! 

those emotions as feeling lack/needs/worry about my power of spending/worry about my capacity to generate money becomes cyclic and each time the momentum of work and income slow down or my spending become large those emotions begin to be activated strongly! 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel unstable and worry about my financial future

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel doubt about my capacity to generate money in the future

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel stuck without doing anything when I lost the momentum of my business 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear spending my saving money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not to have enough money in the future to assume my financial responsibilities 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not to keep the momentum of recruiting people in my business 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to others in the term of income and revenue 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not maintain daily tasks of business that will generate money 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear/frustration and stress when I see my bank account in the red and there is no entry in more than one week!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to wait for all things will be right to lunch my plan and take actions to make money and recruit people 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dependant on my partner in business when It is time to begin the work

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel demotivated and retarted when It is time to take actions 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel not able to take action and make thing happen 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am not able anymore to make money 

I commit myself to make a plan and work my plan daily 

I commit myself to take a deep breath each time I feel stressed about money and I commit to take action in the moment such as contact/call/prospect/followup

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