Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

  In the last 2 month the emotion to feel stuck in business preoccupied my mind in a big way..each time I see my results in the last 3 years I see that I am stuck at a level of income that is about 90k USD per year.  that make me feel lost without power to change my situation without any plan to make things happen for me. I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myslef to feel stuck financially in those 3 last years. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that is no big thing I can do and what ever I do I will not successed  I forgive mysled that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe all what I can do is prospecting and selling and when that is hard or not working I begin to feel down and frustrated  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel down and frustrated each time my plan of prospecting and selling not work I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not engage 100% and give all...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse my children by putting them at school  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think grow up kids is a simple and easy thing to do in this life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be irresponsible toward my kids  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel drained and stressful each time I spend a lot of time alone with my kids  I forgive mysled that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my emotions and reaction control my company with my kids  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consider my kids agitating, not being calm without.considering they are just a copy of what I am in my consciousness  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find it difficult to spend time with my kids  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try ignore my kids needs with ...

  I forgive myself That I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to lose my life in this world  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to not exist anymore  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to lose my parents by death I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my body  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my children  I forgive  myself that I have accepted and llowed myself to fear to lose my mother in this life I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose my wife and be alone I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose all my money and live without money again  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to lose all my hair  I forgive myself that I have accepted and llowed myself to fear to lose my health  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to...

  In the last month I become aware of the caracyer of competition and envy that become emerged inside me that make me feel drained and sadness,  I observe this caractere taking place in my Main relationship with some friends once they become to accumulated a good material possession in 3 occasion and each time I find mysle take a decision unconsciously to take off from the relationship in the physical world even they are all the time present in my mind as memory/thoughts or emotions . And lately I begin to see this caracter take place in my relationship with my wife and also observe it in the my child développement. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do whatever it take to be the one and beat the competition to prove that I am the one and the best. I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to choose to be the best and the number one in all team or group that I am In without being aware that I am missing the point to improve and be effect...

  2 days ago, i see a share about an entrepreneur Patrick Pet David in a video in his youtube shannel about his 25 millions USD house in floride !  For the first time once I see the video I begib to be aware of what is hapenning inside me as a desire to be like them elite and hope to have that some day. I forgive myslef that I have accepred and allowed myself to feel inferior qms negative towards money and people's with a lot of money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to to feel hope that some day I can have this kind of houme in my life. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel desire for this life style and in same time to feel incapable and impossible to have this kind of life style. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslef to dream all my life to pursuit this level of success in my mind as expérience as energy without any self responsability and self honesty to stand up and act in this physical world...

  I forigve myself that I have acceptef and allowed myself to think that I am energy. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to experience energy as a source of illussion in this world. I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to think there is nothing beyond energy and that this existence is made by energy. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that energy is minned from the substance and physical body mainly by creating conflit/friction and experiencing positivity/neutrality/negativity. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my body/substance  as equal as one and experience "my life" as mind/consciousness and energy  I forgive myslef that I have accepted abd allowed myself to not see/realise and understand that I am becoming as mind consciousness system to eslave me in this world by creating/geting more and more energy. I forgiv...