Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

  After 2 months of working with new community..We begin to receive people who quit the community after a feeling of not receiving enough value in the community. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear loose people in our membership club I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel failure as people refuse to.continue with the community  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to reproduce the same failure of my 3 years cycle that I thought I am living  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I did some thing wrong with people  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to demand from people the loyalty just because I teach them  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the unknown and all the effort to do without any road map in the community  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I was ...

  Every thing is energy is vibrating at different frequency !  This is the sexiest idea that I learned in my beginning journey to the illusion of self help ! When there was no explanation about my life in religion and the God explanation as power imposed in my fate here in earth..I begin to look for new answers in the science and spirituality! The first thing I did over the decade is the idea of energy and feeling and accept that my feeling is the most important thing in life ! Because the source of everything is energy that I manage and transmute with my mind ! That mean my mind is a creation tool for my results and the only way to know that I am in the right way is my feeling because my feeling is the indicator of my vibration as a energetic being !!!!  So that make me focus in my mind to "live" in my mind to change reality! This is was a big mistake because I was deconnecting myself from the reality /physical the real !  When I am disconnected from the real there ...

  Today I did two follow-up for our TIR product, the follow up was an audio send by whatsapp and I avoid to make a call ! When I send the audio I felt a fear of rejection  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate make the follow up  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear push on people to make decision  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel demotivated to make calls of follow-up  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel frustration each time I think to follow up with a client  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to focus on the lack of new close client each time I want to make a follow up  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think this writing forgiveness is just a waste of time and that will not change anything  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I need a lot of work ...

  This week was a week when I have to do some followUP with my clients to take décision for payment but each time I need to close , I feel fear and I procrastinate and when I do it I prefer to do it by Messaging not by call..this is not the first time..each time I make a consultation or call that O master and Feel at ease to do it ! Then I feel fear to follow up by the closing call to ask people make payment and begin!  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see/imagine and think each time I follow up the client will say no and refuse because I push him to be uncomfortable  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not like push people and ask the hard question to make decision and payment  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel terror and imagine rejection each time I intend to make the close call I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate and take a lot of time Days and ...

  One week ago, my wife and her father had corona virus, so they stay at home with me , in a small house of 48 mètre square. I felt in those moments that my life is a mess. This situation make me see the trurh front of my eyes . I am 40 years old and I still not have a clear ordered life..my financial situation is catastrophique,  I do not have any asset in ly name after all those years of work..my relationship with my second wife is duplication of my first relationship.  My health is neglected with my psoriaisis disease and my beginning of obesity, my home is small than that we can not recieve guest at home. My business is stagnante without any real progress in profit and sales. My mind is not focused. I felt as a victim and guilty to waste all that time without building some thing profitable for my life and business and relationship,  I find myself without true friends and disconnected from all my family.  When I think about that all what I want to do is to cr...

 18 months of procrastination to spend 12k USD over 24 months in my own education ! This is my biggest FEAR in last year ! I Know that I need to make this move and I know I and we all need to make this decision..but I hesitate and refuse to give up my money to get this tool and build a community about this tool !  There is my fear what if it will not work and waste my money,  there is a fear to confront and convince my wife about this investment and also there is fear I am not doing no thing to make thing change !  This investment is about 180 MAD per days in my education! Now I spend about 250 MAD per day for my food !  Why I need my wife confirmation. Why I fear to confront and negotiate my situation with my wife  !? What is the worst scenario that can happen..to waste my money and still the same person without any change !  What is the best thing that can happen   to make a real change and promote that change to help others do the same and...