Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

 Today I received a message from my ex wife asking for money for the kids for aid celebration and also for monthly fees! For the first time I have now a shortage of money in my bank account. I feel nor able to answer my responsability in time  Those are the thoughts that I begin to have : * I am always a irresponsible father  * They will hate me  * I am not a good modele for my kids  * that is hapenning all the time with me  * remembrance of the day we did not have any money and create a conflict to go to nador. * I am a failure  * fuck me.all those years I did not succeed to resolve this problems for my life * I am an irresponsible man  * I am not doing all what I can do. * I fear be without and I am without * why I can not rise up from this fucking mess Those are my feeling about that : * I feel fear about that continue like this  * I feel worthless  * I feel less and inferior  * I feel deep sorrow  * I feel not able * I feel...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue feel inferior to money I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel confused and stressful when I can not see enough results by my actions  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not can trust my ability to dot he work and generate the results  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be high emotional polarized by money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear and unstable each time there is no continue income in my bank account I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I will arrive at a point where there will be not enough money at all in my business  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to giving up for myself about creating money I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up negotiation and selling at the first place when the pro...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to all the successful people I know. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy all those years and see all those people making money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want work hard and build something big  I forgive myself that I have accepted a d allowed myself to make stupid and difficult decisions each time it is about money I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to destroy my self esteem by myself in my life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be lazy disconnected from physical reality to build a real business. I forigve myslef that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear talking to people take action. I forigvd myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see myself as a true leader and a team builder for competent people  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed...

 When I realize my business development in those last 10 years..I see clearly that my business was a source of fear and desire in some time..that means all those years I did not success to rise up from the level of mediocrity and all the time I was experiencing fear each time things goes wrong and slow and experience désir and motivation each time thing goes well and begin to make some money ..but never ever there was a resolve to act in physical reality consistently beyond my mind to do what I have to do no matter what I feel about it. Now it is time to create this resolve that is the balance between all my fears and all my motivation about business and money  In this article I will list all my fears and motivation that I have towards business and money to create this resolve about business to begin ACT and have high performance daily and be all what I can be or do each day  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not generate money from this bus...

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel terror about my financial situation  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel lost powerless to create more money those days. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue to doubt my decision about AD technotutor. I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about my defense in the next days  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed to feel broken those last months  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anger and hate for those fucking successful people. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel less and less about my capacity to make money. I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have enough power and strength to face those fucking moment of need. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like a shit without any willingness to st...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my cash money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my ability to make money consistently  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my ability to assume my financial responsibilities  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my courage to stand up for myself  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my ability to fight and beat the SUN daily all the time I forgive myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to fear losing the personality that I inherited from my parent  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the person I used to be in entire my life as a failure and fearful man I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my genetic makeup as a strong courageous and prosperous man  I forgive ...

  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience laziness moment by moment and in the same time feel quilty about it  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend time in series movie social médias as a deep addiction to energy  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that it is overwhelmed to do the thing without results  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to giving up working hard in my life  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I can work less and get more  I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to spend a lot of time to look and search for the shortcut to get results without working and discipline  I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be eaten and possessed by laziness  I forigve myself that I have acceoted and allowed myself to hate laziness and be a lazy person in the same tim...