Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

  Tonight I had a session with one of my group for who I facilitate a paradigm shift program and after one postponed session from yesterday to tonight...there were noone attend the session just one student and then I decide to cancel the session and send the recording for them tomorrow. Then there were just one membre that join late the meeting and I was splited in my kind between do the session juste for one person and record it or postponed for later  I decide to pospoted for later but then I begin to have some emotions about this decision and feel bad about it and I begin to have need to do self forgiveness about all the internal movements about this reactions and here I am that is what I am doing  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear about what others will think about me as a model and mentor that he has not keep his comitement and promise  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel not giving enough and not ...

 Today is my first day in my 7 years journey of writing to life and freedom  I never though t that I can make such a commitment to write my blog and expose my secret mind to other in this blog and I do not even know how this journey will be nether how it will finish or even I can finish it in my next 7 years. Why I am doing this now ? This is a deep intention and want and need inside myself in my journey to know the truth and create change and also in my journey to know myself and eliminate frustration/straggling and confusion about my life and about life and world in general and also a way to try find answers and expose my MIND to myslef and to other .. I am not sure if I can do it or even if I can finish the line and also how to do it but I was thinking 2021 will be the first year of my 7 years commitment to rebith in physical world and here I am I am writing my first day  I forgive myself to have accepted and allowed myself to feel uncertain and not sure if I can bring...