Mimoun's7YearsJourneyToLife

 Today I received a message from my ex wife asking for money for the kids for aid celebration and also for monthly fees! For the first time I have now a shortage of money in my bank account. I feel nor able to answer my responsability in time  Those are the thoughts that I begin to have : * I am always a irresponsible father  * They will hate me  * I am not a good modele for my kids  * that is hapenning all the time with me  * remembrance of the day we did not have any money and create a conflict to go to nador. * I am a failure  * fuck me.all those years I did not succeed to resolve this problems for my life * I am an irresponsible man  * I am not doing all what I can do. * I fear be without and I am without * why I can not rise up from this fucking mess Those are my feeling about that : * I feel fear about that continue like this  * I feel worthless  * I feel less and inferior  * I feel deep sorrow  * I feel not able * I feel...

  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue feel inferior to money I forigve myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel confused and stressful when I can not see enough results by my actions  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not can trust my ability to dot he work and generate the results  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be high emotional polarized by money  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear and unstable each time there is no continue income in my bank account I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I will arrive at a point where there will be not enough money at all in my business  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to giving up for myself about creating money I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up negotiation and selling at the first place when the pro...